22 1/2 years ago I was blessed for the first time with the gift of becoming a mother. My beautiful baby Shay was more than I thought my heart could take. I wondered why did I get to be so blessed with having such a beautiful gift. She was perfect n every way. She was a good baby, was smart, quick to reach all of the prescribed milestones. She was the star in her daddys eyes. Always by his side. A couple of years later I had the perfect pair. God gave me a wonderful baby boy. He was bubbly, happy and spoiled rotten by this mama. He was the kid who wanted to learn about everything, join every group and every sport. He was the son everyone said I was blessed to have. ( I agree).
I became a member of the young grammys club 17 months ago. My daughter gave me a sweet little package and a new title Grammy. Being a grammy wasnt in my plans at 40, however it is the best surprise I ever received. He is amazing. He is so much more in my life than I thought a little life could be. 5 months ago my son and his fiance gave me another sweet bundle of joy. My second grandson. He is just as amazing as my first. They are so sweet, smart and a gift I didnt know I needed. Im so blessed! I miss them when they are not here. All of them. I may be crazy but I wish I could move all of my kids and grandkids back home with me. Not that theyd want to. And I know that all kids must grow up and make a life of their own. But I miss them. I miss their voices, their commotion, their presence in my home. Its so strange them not being here. I dont know how Im supposed to live without them in my day to day life. I miss them terribly. I worry about them every day. This mums love is hard to not feel lonely for them. I hope that they know it. I hope they believe it. I hope they feel it, everyday, every moment, for the rest of my life.
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